its sundaaaaaaaay...

Yaaaay... akhirnya gw punya waktu sedikit santai dirumah hari ini... pagi2 habis subuh online ma beruang... terus pas beruang nyambung bobo... gw bebenah kamar yg udah seminggu nggak kepegang... debuu dan rambut rontok dimana2.. sekalian ganti seprei bersih yg beruang beliin waktu baru kenal 3 bulan... eheheh... i love the pinkisssh... udah bersih smuaa...uhmmm cuci baju dan seprei yg tadi diturunin... sambil nunggu jemur2 gw nonton dvd 8 below sama adik2 di kamar mama... uhmmm... lucu juga ya pilem nya... hihihi... cocok buat nonton sama sepupu2 gw yg masih kecil... ;;-)

dari kemaren kita berdua saama2 sibuk ma project masing2... beruang hunting cincin sampe hari ini... gw hunting panjahit kebaya yg ok ma liat harga2 barang buat seserahan... entah nanti di pake apa nggak yg penting gw dah siap dulu dengan range harga dan tempat beli nya... so if plan A gak jalan plan B bisa langsung segera di dapat... heeheheh... susah2 gampang ngelandenin maunya banyak orang... phhheewww... mudah2 gak ada masalah yg terlalu berat lagi deh... capeeek... :phew:

kemaren habis liat2 model kebayanya anne avantie di buku kebaya punya temen gw nia... langsung deh hunting bahan lagi ke pasar mayestik... hihihi... secara badan gw sekiprit... beli bahannya jadi super irit... kombinasi 2 warna pink and creamy coklat... suka deeh... pastel... lembut banget... udah dapet yg dimau... di rekomend belanja plain tule 5 toko dari toko bombay textile yg ada di mayestik... seru juga... udah gitu dapet semua yg di mau... dgn total belanjaan gak sampe gocap... rencananya bahan2 itu mo gw jahit di Ibunya nia... gak sengaja obrolan kemaren bikin gw jadi ngerti detail banget ttg bikin kebaya... dan pen tau hasilnya klo mamanya nia yang bikin baju gw... uhmm tau deh... gimana jadinya ntar.. kita liat aja...

detailnya itu lhoo yg bener2 rada ribet... qiiqqi... ill show u the result later yaah... o yaaah... sempet sekalian ngecheck kebaya yg lagi di jahit di uda yuli eheeh emang dasar iseng aja mo ngambil majalah gw... jadi gw liat progress nya... baru sampe di potong aja bahannya... belum dijahit sama sekali... ternyata lama juga yaa ngantrinya... anyway janjian ma si uda minggu depan mo fitting... klo bisa ok semua lgs bawa... klo nggak ya tgl. 10 baru gw ambil pas maksi... soalnya weekendnya dah mo dipake ke kawinan hendi tgl 14 may.. i wish semuanya pas... dari kamisol sampe kebayanya... untuk bawahnya... pake kaen aja deeh... inget kemaren mama punya kain sutra senada ma bahan kebaya ituh... :D

iseng pen update blog... habis beruang belum pulang juga... ehehe secara perginya juga baru gitu lhoo... habis maksi tadi dia jalan2 ke MV.. sambil nonton film arisan di tv niih... seru juga... film indo yg boom tahun 2003 ini... jakarta jam segini lagi hujan deres banget... beberapa bagian rumah gw pada bocor... jadi dapet kerjaan baru deeh... ntar beres2 atep rumah pas kering... well thats it for today... pikir2 kenapa sih sayang aku gak mau cincin kawin yg sepasang aja... knapa mesti beda2... padahal klo kembaran kan lebih kereen... tapi terserah si sayang laah... gw ikut aja tinggal pake ini...

a bit rileks..

10 mnt lagi masuk weekend... and tonight I feel a bit rilex... have no idea knapa sampe jam segini gw masih belum bisa tidur juga... padahal biasanya jam 8 juga udah nguap2... rasanya... adrenalin bahagianya deh bikin gak bisa tidur cepet... mungkin impact dari ngobrol sama beruang terkasih tadi... sebelum dia ngajak tidur jam 9-an tadi... or suasana kantor yg sedikit lebih nyante dari biasanya dgn bbrp project baru yg di hand over ke gw... or mungkin pure karna si cinta pada akhirnya punya mood untuk nulis juga untuk rumah kecil kita ini... setelah sekian lamanya dia cmn jadi pembaca aktif menghadapi smua fakta hidup yg terjadi disekeliling kita... tanpa ada sebersit keinginan pun untuk menuangkan risau serta keluh kesah hatinya... semalam gw sedih karna khawatir... yg mungkin bisa dikatakan sedikit berlebihan akan dirinya... smua terjadi atas respon gelisah dari apa yg bisa gw tangkap dengan "mata telanjang" ini pada dirinya... tapi hari ini gw bisa merasa sedikit lega... akhirnya gw bisa melihat dia tersenyum lucu lagi... di atas smua kegundahan ini... alhamdulillah... dia masih mampu tersenyum menggodaku dgn "banyolan" konyol nya... tahukah kamu sayang... betapa aku mengasihi mu, apa pun adanya dirimu... :luvit: :luvit: :luvit:

*Ps: yaaaang ternyata kamu bener... me gak bisa bobo dan akhirnya bikin entry deh..:P jgn ngambek yaaa... ;;-)

Bear's 10

Here is the beginning of my post. And here is the rest of it.I haven't been updating for a while now. There are too many things going around my life and some of those are just like vultures buzzing over my head waiting for me to bite the dust... But, the bear is still alive and kicking despite the downhill trip through life. If there are downs, there must be ups, somewhere, sometimes! The bear is hanging on because my little lion is still there. :-*

Anyway, just to let off some steam, I took this from Gartblue.

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10 FIRSTS
first best friend: Nik Saiful Nizam, my combat buddy!
first item you stole: My classmate's bus card. I was planning just to hide it but in the end, I lost it and he could not go home and then his parents reported to my parents and the rest of the story, just use your imagination.
first pet: A female cat called Merah.
first piercing: On my forehead, with a pencil when one of my classmates accidentally bumped into me while I was holding the pencil at my head.
first school: Clifford Primary School, Kuala Lipis.
first house location: Government Clinic Quarters, Benta.
first crush: The girls on The New Mickey Mouse Club (1977)... :P
first kiss: :-$
first car: Chevrolet Chevy in Beaumont, Texas.

9 LASTS
last time you smoked: Sometime in 1995. I was trying to figure out what was the big thing about smoking. I stopped.
last food you ate: Fish ball with shredded chicken noodles from the The Chicken Rice Shop.
last movie you watched on dvd at home: Nanny McPhee.
last movie you watched at the cinema: Realita Cinta Rock N Roll with my little lion in Jakarta.
last text message: Me nak mam :-* (to my little lion).
last music video u saw: I can't recall.
last song you listened to: Jujur - Radja (on the radio).
last words you said: Makan... (to my brother).

8 HAVE-YOU-EVERS
dated a best friend: Nope.
been arrested: Nope.
been on TV: Yup. Twice. One for interview on the news and one for family gathering on Majalah 3.
eaten sushi: Yup! Yummy!!!
cheated on your BF/GF: Nope.
been on a blind date: A few times.
been out of the country: Very often.
been in love: Still deeply in love with my little lion.

7 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING (NOW)
1. A blue boxer.
2. nil.
3. nil.
4. nil.
5. nil.
6. nil.
7. nil.

6 THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY
1. Went to a customer's office in Klang.
2. Went to my office.
3. Went for Friday Prayers in Kinrara.
4. Joined lollies and her kids and father for lunch at A&W in Kinrara.
5. Talked to my mom.
6. On the Web Cam with my little lion.


5 FAVORITE THINGS
1. Oranges by my little lion.
2. Lollipops by my little lion.
3. Ice cream by my little lion.
4. My Lumix FX-7.
5. My passport.

4 PEOPLE YOU TRUST THE MOST
1. my little lion.
2. my mom.
3. canterbury.
4. me.

3 THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Get married to my little lion.
2. Have kids with my little lion.
3. Go to haj with my little lion.

2 CHOICES
1. warm or cold: warm.
2. lights on or off : on.

1 PERSON YOU WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW?
My little lion in person. The web cam is just not good enough!

sepenggal doa sebelum tidur

entah bagaimana harus memulainya... tapi hari ini gw merasa sedih sekali... "rumah" kami berdua sepi akhir2 ini... bukan karna gak ada kisah... tapi terlalu banyak kejadian yg rasanya gak layak untuk dituangkan pada warna indah "rumah" kami... Kalau boleh gw berdoa...

"Ya Allah... berikan kami berdua kekuatan... berikan kami berdua jalan keluuar... berikan pada kami limpahan rizki dan rahmat mu... tetap jagalah cinta kasih kami... Ya Allah... Hanya pada Mu kami memohon dan hanya pada Mu lah kami meminta perlindungan... Amin ya robbal alamin..."

Wish us a very2 good luck my friends...

after summ photoshop effect..

more photos.. (*) (*) (*)


*notes: kayaknya yang ini klo di pake buat undangan ukuran postcard keren deeyy... uhmmm... :-?


*notes: photo yg ini ngambil nya candid... ekpresi muka nya bagus pemandangannya juga ok.. tapi kita berdua terlalu deket... dan gak pose acan... hayaaaah... ada aja salah nya... ;-))


*notes: both of us didnt like our pose there... #-o kaku banget... but pemandangannya was great...

Sad Movie

papa bear sibuk banget pindah2an kantor 2 minggu terakhir ini... sambil ngeberesin client dan berkas2nya juga sekalian sambil nge-pack2in barang2 hampir tiap hari... even hari sabtu pun dia harus masuk ngeberesin semua barang2.. rencananya akhir bulan ini bakal pindah ke kantor baru di puchong.. Nah.. sebenernya semalem diajakin anak2 nyodok... tapi pas pulang baru ngeh liat bensin di mobil tiris banget... ya uts la mendingan duit buat nyodok nya dibeliin bensin aja... akhirnya maghrib udah sampe dirumah.. capek... dan kangen banget sama beruang... tapi dia blm bisa pulang so sabar lah nunggu...

sambil nunggu beruang pulang kerumah kemaren malem nonton filem drama korea sad movie.. bener2 sedih salah timing nii... pen ketawa2 malah nonton filem yg ending nya mencucurkan air mata gini.. habis nonton gw langsung termewek2 inget papa bear... dan bersyukur banget... betapa beruntungnya gw... masih selalu ada kesempatan untuk mengatakan sayang padanya... dibanding salah satu pasangan di dalam cerita itu... yg cmn mampu menatap sang kekasih yg sudah tiada dari rekaman video didalam sebuah gedung yg terbakar... karna dia udah tau gak akan sempet lagi mengatakan cinta pada org yg sll bersama nya bbrp tahun terakhir... disitu klimaks gw nangis sejadi2... gak mampu membayang kan klo hal yg sama terjadi pada diri gw.. me wuff u pap..:x:x:x

sedikit review nyotek dari www.imdb.com...

First off, there's Jin-Woo (Jung Woo-Sung of A Moment to Remember), a handsome, noble, but lunkheaded firefighter dating a sign language interpreter named Su-Jung (Im Su-Jung of A Tale of Two Sisters). It looks like the two are ready to take the next big step in their relationship, but Jin-Woo's unwillingness to give up his dangerous profession and his occasional obliviousness to Su-Jung's needs keeps derailing any plans for wedding bells between the two.

Su-Jung lives with her sister, the cheerful Su-Eun (Shin Min-Ah of A Bittersweet Life). Although she provides the occasional moral support for her sister and "brother-in-law," Su-Eun has problems of her own. While working at a theme park as a Raggedy Ann-like Snow White, she falls in love with a portrait painter named Sang-Gyu (Lee Ki-Woo). The only problem is that Su-Eun is a deaf mute with a scar on the side of her cheek, facts which prevents her from approaching Sang-Gyu without wearing her oversized mask and costume. With the help of her ridiculously cute co-workers, the Seven Dwarves, Su-Eun hopes to overcome her shyness and connect with the handsome artist.

Then there's Ju-Yung (Yeom Jung-Ah), a working mother whose commitment to her job causes a rift between her and her lonely son Hui-Chan (Yeo Jin-Goo). Things begin to change when Ju-Yung is caught in a car accident and sent to the hospital. While his mother is laid up in a hospital bed, Hui-Chan stumbles upon his mother's diaries and begins to learn the truth about his conception, birth, and early childhood. Soon, he begins to bond with his mother, just as she discovers that she's suffering from cancer.

Along the way, Hui-Chan crosses paths with Ha-Seok (Cha Tae-Hyun of My Sassy Girl), an unemployed shlub who makes extra money as a human punching bag for a local boxer. Meanwhile, his girlfriend Suk-Hyun (Son Tae-Yung) is sick of her dead-end job as a cashier and when Ha-Seok's credit card is declined at her place of employment, she realizes she's tired of waiting for her boyfriend to grow up and promptly dumps him. Ha-Seok begs her to give him a three month grace period and heads off seeking steady employment. After a chance encounter with a woman breaking up with her boyfriend, Ha-Seok hatches a scheme to start a "Separation Agency" that will break up relationships when one party is too scared to do it face-to-face. His wild idea quickly turns into a lucrative business, giving Ha-Seok hope that he'll finally win his girlfriend back.

At face value, Sad Movie is a collection of tried-and-true formulas. There's the couple with commitment issues, the shy girl caught up in a "Meet Cute" scenario with the boy of her dreams, the mother-son terminal illness tearjerker, and the gimmicky, high concept romantic comedy all on display in Sad Movie. While it's arguable that each story could stand on its own, it's perhaps wise that the filmmakers decided to intercut among the four. Not only does the decision make for a more involving film, but it also ensures that each storyline doesn't wear out its welcome.

Despite what the title suggests, Sad Movie is a consistently funny film. It has all the makings of a light, fluffy romantic comedy, but to its credit, it's a thoroughly enjoyable one. That's not to say that the film isn't full of emotion (as is the case with the mother-son cancer storyline), but much of Sad Movie is anything but sad or depressing. Ha-Seok's unflappable dedication to his new job, Hui-Chan's kiddy antics, Su-Eun's internal snarky commentary, and Jin-Woo's clueless behavior all provide ample chuckles throughout the picture. What stands out most about the film is how intensely likeable the all-star cast is, a quality that allows the viewer to immediately get involved in the story and hope things will work out for the best.

Summ of our Pre-Wed photo..

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selamat menikmati!




so... what do u think!??!*Ps: bear suruh me cepat2 niii... ;-)) dia asik nonton tv je... gggrrrr... 8-| gemes...

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Flying Off!

Berry Bear will be away in Jakarta visiting Little Lion a.k.a Princess Honeybunch from April 14^th to April 18^th.

To the rest of the world, have a nice day!

A to Z of the Berry Bear

Found this thing almost everywhere on the efx2 world and after reading elisa's and while waiting for my Princess Honeybunch to finish her "16 KB" entry, now you can have the bear's A to Z:

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Accent: I am a Malaysian. Go figure.

Booze: No thanks.

Chore I hate: cleaning the toilet and hanging the laundry.

Dog or cat: I used to have lots of cats. The most I had at one time was 10. Now, I don't keep a cat anymore since I hate the feeling when any of my cat bite the dust. As for dogs, I used to ride them when I was a kid.

Essential electronics: My handphone, my notebook and my wireless broadband box. With those, I can bring the whole world to me.

Favourite perfume/cologne: Hugo and Issey Miyake currently. On other brands previously. I do get bored after sometimes.

Gold or silver: Neither. I go for platinum.

Home: is where I can run around naked with my Little Lion.

Insomnia: Occasionally... especially a day before a long distance trip. I have no idea why.

Job title: General Worker. I do everything from a CEO's duty to an office boy.

Kids: Let me get married first okay.

Living arrangement: a small house with 3 bedrooms, 3 bathrooms, 1 living room, 1 kitchen, 1 wet kitchen, 1 porch, 1 balcony, a few windows, a few doors, a shared backyard, a shared swimming pool and a few other stuffs.

Most admired trait: Please ask my Little Lion.

Number of sexual partners: One is enough.

Overnight hospital stays: None.

Phobia: Cockroaches. Ewww! The flying ones are the worst. They simply freak me out!

Quote: "Nak kena gigit ke?" (Do you want me to bite you?)

Religion: I'm a muslim.

Siblings: 3 younger brothers. Wrestling and boxing were among our favourite pastime activities.

Time I usually wake up: 6:30 am local time, wherever that local place is.

Unusual talent: I am able to sleep anywhere. On a bed, in a boat, under a tree, in the office, in a meeting, on a chair, on the train, in an aeroplane, on a horse, etc.

Vegetable I refuse to eat: Cucumber. Yucks!

Worst habit: Dozing off while driving. Do not try that!

X-rays: Chest.

Yummy food I make: I don't make. I eat!

Zodiac sign: Gemini! Two for the price of one!

Lupa yang mahal...

u know what guys?!?! :( just lost 500rb today over air asia ticket!! and do u know why!?!?! because i forgot to the rules that air asia will not allowed their passenger who had passport validation less than 6 month to travell abroad.. huwaaaaaaa!!!!!:-((:-((:-((:-(( and i just realised that my passport will expired in 4 month!!! sebel sebel sebeeeeel!!!!!!!! :-L :-L :-L :-L :-L ngeh pas siang2 pas beruang tanya nanti pesawatnya landing dimana... huhuuuu... trus liat tgl. di pasport... trus konfirmasi dan tanya ke call centernya dan itulah yg terjadi... gw berusaha cari jalan keluar yg terbaik... sebelum laporan dan pasti di marahin sm beruang.. :-((:-((:-((:-(( optionnya cuman perpanjang pasport satu hari atau delay plus perpanjang pasport 2 minggu...

option1: will cost me 1.5mio straight! option2: will cost me 600rb for renewal passport plus 1.1mio to re-schedule the airplane... eerrrr... sementara masih harus kluarin 1.1jt lagi untuk fiskal sama aiport tax... haduuuuuuuuh... gak mampu banget gw... nyerah sama pilihan yg ada dan gak sanggup lagi mikir habis tadi pagi puyeng mikirin gimana cara nya menyelesaikan utang2 kerjaan gw yg masih numpuk... trus tiba2 dapet kabar duka dan mau gak mau terpaksa ngelayat anak temen keluarga yg meninggal pagi2... nyampe kantor telat.. and blm selesai ngerjain utang kerjaan dapat info ginih... haduuuuuuuuuuh... AMPUUUUUN TUHAAAAAAAAAAANNN!!!! 8-} b-( :-(( :-S

sambil ngeringik2 sedih sms sayang... dia langsung puyeng... takuuuuutttt... :-S gak lama tanya gimana klo dirubah tgl kunjungannya.. dan dia 2 kali sms nanya mau nya kapaan tgl. berapa.. dan saat itu juga gw blank... gak bisa jawab sampe akhirnya gw telp lagi ke air asia dan nanya estimasi cost yg harus gw keluarin untuk berubah jadwal... pap gak sabaran n' gw disuruh telpon... huhuhuuuu... speechless deh gw... gak berani ngomong sebeneranya.. tapi klo gw gak ngomong dia tambah ngambek lagi ntar... so akhirnya gw jelasin masalah gw dimana... secara gak bakal dapet refund juga dari airasia.. akhir sore2 pas si pap uda tenang-an... baru deh dia inform cari tiket untuk weekend ini ke jakarta... and pas di check biayanya sama dengan klo gw bikin passport baru dlm waktu 2 minggu... hemat di waktu ketemuan lah... lg pula gw tambah rugi klo mesti perpanjang passport jkt... secara bulandepan klo jadi mudik ke dumai mau dibikinin passport dumai ama papa... yg pastinya bakal lebih berguna buat gw bolak balik ke mesia 5 tahun ke depan...

selamat juga hidup gw hari ini... begitu konfirm tiket si pap untuk ke jkt weekend ini.. gw langsung kluar ide selama pap disini jadi semangat buat set janji ma temen2 gw bikin photo prewedd, bikin baju akad, searching harga songket, kebaya, belanjaan seserahan, cincin sama set undangan... pokoknya jadi excited banget deeeeh... qeqeqe... paling nggak dana gak jadi pergi tadi bisa buat nge-dp-in yg perlu2 duluan... eheehh urusan ngelunasin... uhmmm pikir ntar dey... qeqeqe... :P dan temen2 cowok gw udah pada ok aja pas gw bilang weekend ini... ada mau banget... secara kemungkinan besar puncak pasti macet lagi weekend ini ide buat photo di sawah2 belakang rumah mia-nya dibatalin dulu deey... ganti setting di kota tua... eheheh bikin tema mujadul banget deh... pake kebaya... rambut kepang iket dua... pake sepeda jengki... qeqeqeqe... niat benery pokoknya... smua gara2 nando niii... sampe2 tadi dia kasih gw site tempatnya... museum fatahila klo gak salah... balik jaman2 penjajahan belande dulu daaaah... qeqeq...

aaaaaah... adaaaa ajaaa... perubahan semangat ituh.. bikin gw semangat ngelarin berkas2 perjanjian yg mmg udah gw targetin hrs selesai hr ini... dan alhamdulillah selesai!!! jadi besok tinggal revisi dikit2 lagi dari boss dan teman2 and full concentration to isat services yg harus gw uat... so thats my horrible day yg berakhir indah.... trima kasih untuk beruang ku tersayang yg sangat pengertian dan gak jadi galak hari ini... mmmmmwwwwaaahhh.. :x :x
AKU PADA MU deh cintaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!
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